Serious diet, for the very 1st time

I've been busier than a bee lately. Lotsa assignments coming up, and very very soon it will be my finals. 

I went to club with my babes last week, ever since we have not meet up for 3 weeks and now she's back in KL. The first thing she said to me when she sees me...

'Hey!Since when you become so big size 1 huh?'

I was shocked! It hurts!

In fact i did noticed dat, I noticed dat my arms grow bigger than before. It's just that i never tot that it will be this bad. I told myself I’m going to lose this weight and keep it off this time. It's really tough for people like me to go on diet. Lack of determination. 

Looking at Ramlee burgers, MCDonald's fried chicken, and all others yummy yummy food, I told myself to get a bottle of water and forget bout the food. It's torturing!

Some men starts making fun of my arms. You know, men being men. Their preferences will never change. Tall and slim women dat's what they called hot. Women like me, big arms, big tummy, elephant laps, small boobs and small arse is totally contrary with the word 'hot'. Pathetic rite?

Gaining weight really makes a woman gets upset =(

Readers, wish me luck.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Rainbow after rain

Someone thought i cancel off my blog account, ever since i change my blog's URL.
I'm surprise.
To found out he actually view my blog.
I got the answers, for the biggest question that I've been wondering, bout him.
I'm feeling contented. And glad.
Things are not as bad as I thought.
I'm glad that he is able to think and act based on accordance with logic and reasons.
He stopped my head first action.
I'm now off from vindication. =)

Monday, July 13, 2009