I don't need a man

Yes, i can survive without man

I realised there are just too much disappointments. Do you realized that you can always get the unwanted one easily, but not the one you wanted. It's true.

I've been wandering,

I've been looking around,

I've met a few,

I've been thru,

I've been thinking dat u'll come back around

now, i'll get over, and stop hanging on

I prayed. And i been asking around,will Jesus disappoint me? And now i realized i was so damn wrong. The world runs by human being, but not Jesus. Jesus would not give me everything i prayed for. He'll accompany me all the time, giving me courage to change the things i wanted, while i need to work hard to achieve what i wanted. Disappointments is cause by human, not Jesus.

I do not need a man. I do not need any commitment. I do not to be attached.

I will have nothing to lose, since I'm not owning in the 1st place

I will not be taken for granted, since I'm not giving away

Someone taught me, boyfriend and girlfriend is just a term, what does matters is whether im feeling happy when im together with the man. I was confused, and lately, I found this works. I'll enjoy the happy moments and i do not need any commitment from the man.

I find this is a better way for me =)

Friday, November 28, 2008

Yes, Im not in mood again!

Was in bloody bad mood today. It's been long enuff dat i have not feel so damn down and frustated. And it's not bcz im having mood swing or PMS. 

Here Im gonna rant about things that make me feel so damn pissed off today!

1st thing, i jz started to deal with the warranty for the products such as D-Link, 3Com, Scandisk and others. Today is the 1st day i learn about the process of dealing with all these warranty matters. And so it happens that my mentor thought dat im so damn fuckin smart dat she does not need to explain in details to me. Ended up i tried to figure out the solutions one by one by crackin my head out. I feel so damn stress out! Or should i think in the other way, i could write so in my internship logbook which im gonna submit when im back in college 'I kept myself occupied, learning new things every single day, trying to solve problems and be a decision maker, meeting new ppl wit different characteristic everyday dat i've improved my interpersonal skills bla bla bla....' DUHhhhhhhhhh~!!!!

2nd thing, someone makes me feel so damn irritated today. While i was busy figuring out the solutions for my work and rampaged thru the faulty products in the boxez, this someone was free enuff to cause me some unnecessary problems. Ended up, i was feelin so damn fucked up and being rude to him, by tellin him 'I've got more den enuff problems for myself, whether u go get laid or watever u did, watever u tell others i don't gv a damn, u do not need to report to me!' I kno he was trying to grab my attention, but too bad, and it's fucking pathet for him dat he used the wrong method.

3rd thing, someone is trying to escape, by not answering me the questions i asked him. After so much things happened, i guess he wouldn't have the courage to face me anymore. Fine, forget it, i don't blame him.

So since im feelin so damn fucked up, i don't wish to go home as early as 6 and stay at home all alone, wondering who's gonna take me out. So i called Terry, Ernest, James and the gang out for gaming. Right after i called the gang out, tonite itself, Alvin dated me for dinner, and Jen said he's coming over my place. I feel like calling Ernest telling him dat we gonna call off for tonite gaming session. But i did not. I cant ditch them since all my frens are being so 'give face' when they kno im not in mood and decided to accompany me for the nite. Ended up ditch Alvin for dinner, and the hang out session. Komenasai~Hontoni komenasai =(

Just so you kno, im a noob in Dota game. But guess wat, the noob went beyond Godlike in one of the Dota games tonight! Wohhooooooo~!!! 

Right after i reached home, Jen sms-ed me saying dat he's coming over my place wit someone important to him. I thought that he's gonna surprise me by telling me dat he jz got himself a new girl friend. But when he called me and told me dat he has reached, i saw no one in the car. He surprised me when i saw two furkids, J and Silvia in the car! So the two siblings were busying licking me all over my neck and my face on our 1st meeting. They looks pretty =)

Silvia being jealous and mad at J

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Couldn't slp la...

It's 2a.m. in the morning, and yet im stil awake. 

Went for my company movie outing on friday nite at Cineleisure. We watched Quantum of Solace, and my verdict for the movie is....

It's ok la...

James Bond is merely so cool even thou he's old.

Few of us went to Santuary after the movie. Had quite a lot of fun wit Raja dat nite. 

I found dat things always don't go according to my plan. Or i shud say, things don't go according to my plan most of the time. Sometimes i jz wish dat i can be true to myself. I hope dat i can be a lil bit more logical than always act emotionally. I kno well and clear things dat ppl going thru, and perhaps i shouldn't take it for granted by ask for more. I kno how ppl feel in certain situations, dat's why i try not to make ppl feel bad. So im not taking any action, but in fact i wish to.

And there's something i don't get it why. Why there r these ppl who like to being 8-po, viewing my friendster profile to figure out something. I jz don't get it wat are they able to find out after viewing my profile! 

Anyway, i jz pray dat i would hv a better tomorrow... Hate to be in this way.

And thx God, at least i stil have frens who are willing to accompany me when im having hard times. Thx Ernest for calling me out jz now in da evening. Glad dat i don't have to stay at home all alone, thinking bout things that i shouldn't think of. And guess wat...he showed me his Silvia S15 convertible when he dropped me home. Never expect dat S15 convertible looks so much yeng compare to the non-convertible one. And it's rare in Malaysia!

Ernest's baby

Friday, November 14, 2008

A brand new place for me

....cz i moved again. This time i move to our company warehouse. It's kinda far away from our HQ office in Wisma Academy.

Was suppose to make it to the warehouse tis morning, but i decided against it. I went back to HQ office in Wisma Academy in the morning, told Lee Sia dat i cant find the way to go to warehouse. In fact this is jz an excuse, i could jz go to Jalan 225 and ask for direction. But i did not do dat. I jz dont feel like going to warehouse. In the end, i have to. So Sim fetched me thr, and introduced me to the staffs at the warehouse. And...most of them there are 'ah neh' or Jen's so called 'Raja' (indian).

My colleagues from Wisma Academy are kind enuff. They called and asked how am i doing in the warehouse. I miss them so much. Hoping someone would come n visit me during lunch break n pick me up for meal. In the end, everybody were so bz, and Jen dont feel like comin since he's driving his R34 to office today, and promised that he's coming this wednesday.

*praying that Jen wouldn't ditch me* LOL

Im feeling so damn lonely over thr, witout Jen, Roy, Terry, Marvin and others in HQ office.

My job scope in warehouse is fine, im not bundle up wit stress, and at least it's more interesting compare to my job in Credit team. I meet up wit different ppl, requesting them to sign some documents and then do the checking before handing over the stuffs for them.

Jen came to pick me up after work. And guess wat, im the last one to leave. Everybody in the warehouse usually go home sharp at 6! WTF!

Here, im gonna tell u how pathetic i was...

Was waiting at the guard house, all alone, with a few 'ah neh' security guards. Got nothing better to do den to 'meow~' at a stray cat, and start worrying since da sky is getting darker, thinkin whether one of the 'ah neh' thr will take this chance to bring me home by bike.

Damn pathetic rite??lol

Jen got to the wrong way and needs to take a BIG u-turn to get to fetch me. Again, im sure he will thinks dat im being an ungrateful bitch again. Was so damn happy when i saw the blue-color-vroom-vroommmm passed by (he never been to warehouse before, dat's y he dunno whr it is and missed). I started jumpin while shouting at him over the phone 'IM HERE!IM HERE!!'

I feel as if i was dying to see him while i was waiting patiently. He hyped me up when i saw him appeared in front of me! Always never fail to make me happy =)

Monday, November 10, 2008

My virginity...for drifting experience

Since Jen brought me to drift on the road last friday, im addicted to it so much rite now.

It's WOW!!! *thumbs up*

It's so damn F-U-N!!! And so i gave my virginity to Jen. Whooopppsss!!! Should be my drifting virginity. =P

I had my eyes concentrating on the movement of his hands on the steering, it's damn fast-and-furious and i cant catch how he did it.LOL.

Anyway, i really enjoy it when the car slides while taking corners, and i love the speed! For me this is not scary at all, instead i think dat this is an...ermmm...i should call it as an art! Haha!

Jen in action (Bukit Jalil)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

If i were a boy

Currently addicted to this song: 

Beyonce-If i were a boy

If I were a boy 
Even just for a day 
I’d roll outta bed in the morning 
And throw on what I wanted then go 
Drink beer with the guys 
And chase after girls 
I’d kick it with who I wanted 
And I’d never get confronted for it. 
Cause they’d stick up for me. 

If I were a boy 
I think I could understand 
How it feels to love a girl 
I swear I’d be a better man. 
I’d listen to her 
Cause I know how it hurts 
When you lose the one you wanted 
Cause he’s taken you for granted 
And everything you had got destroyed 

If I were a boy 
I would turn off my phone 
Tell everyone it’s broken 
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone 
I’d put myself first 
And make the rules as I go 
Cause I know that she’d be faithful 
Waitin’ for me to come home

If I were a boy 
I think I could understand 
How it feels to love a girl 
I swear I’d be a better man. 
I’d listen to her 
Cause I know how it hurts 
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed 

It’s a little too late for you to come back 
Say its just a mistake 
Think I’d forgive you like that 
If you thought I would wait for you 
You thought wrong 

You know when you act like that 
I don't think you realize how it makes me look 
or feel 

Act like what 
Why are you so jealous 
It's not like i'm sleeping with the guy 

What 

What 

I said yo 
Why are you so jealous 
It aint like I'm sleepin with the girl 

But you’re just a boy 
You don’t understand 
Yeah you don’t understand 
How it feels to love a girl someday 
You wish you were a better man 
You don’t listen to her 
You don’t care how it hurts 
Until you lose the one you wanted 
Cause you’ve taken her for granted 
And everything you have got destroyed 
But you’re just a boy  

if i were a boy, i would know the reason why...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Things I don't get it

I jz dont get it why!!!

People who ask you to hang out, date or merely to hang out together but then ended up chose to ignore you completely then dump you for other friends. If this is what he planned, he shouldnt date you out in the first place! 

Trying to make you fall for him and ended up dump you aside? And feel proud when he found you being very pathetic in trying hard to attempt on a conversation wit him when he is bent on ignoring you?? Nah...not as easy as wat you thought!

Im not as simple as wat u thought. If you are not serious enough, then jz fuck off!

So i'll choose to move on, at least it is better than being ignored!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

A pissed off holiday

So i jz finished my room cleaning. After one whole month, this is the 1st time i clean my room entirely. 

Look back at wat i did for this whole month... I drink, i club, i hang out, i invited my frens to hv that 'you-kno-wat-izit-session' in my room. Ended up, i get drunk, i messed and dirty my room. For those who visited my room, they can see my eye shadows left opened, 'loitering' in my room; my champagne glass left unwashed on the floor, with Gold Label smell lingers on it; shopping bags thrown all around on the floor; my hasmter feizai gets slimmer, and i hope ppl will thinks that feizai went Marie France.

as i mentioned earlier, i cleaned my room. This is the effect of being 'motivated' by someone who gets me so damn pissed off and i decided to set myself free.

So, i found a way to let go the 'stim' in my body. Went Shogun Japanese Buffet and stuffed myself wit lotsa lotsa food, and i found it works! Of cz i dont afraid of weight gain. =D *Giggles*

so here's the food

Eventually i figure out something...

Gals, here's a tips for u:

If you are pissed, jz try to go for buffet and stuff yourself wit lotsa food until you feel like throw out

and if ur admirer or ur bf makes u pissed off, you may try that too, but add on wit dating your ex-bf out   *great idea rite?hehe*

Im actually feeling quite contented wit my life now, even thou it sounds to be a bit 'lap sap'. 

I work from monday til friday, and durin weekend i go for Dota game, club and yum cha. But im happy enuff that thr's still ppl around accompanying me. I have Terry Fong who brings me go Dota, and he is really a nice man, but married and not available anymore. Haha... And of cz Roy who goes yum cha, lunch and dinner wit me until we being misunderstand by our colleagues dat we are having some kind of office affair. LOL

p/s: Im not having any office affair la wei~!!!!!

Monday, October 27, 2008

Ur call

Happy happy joy joy~~!!!

Someone called and enlighten me! love love~~

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

A post which she don't mean to direct to anyone

somehow, she thought that everything will be fine and dandy

but here she goes...typing away on the keyboard and start blogging

which means....

She's in DEEP SHIT again

a lil thing he does, it melts her heart

a lil thing he does, might also turns her world upside down

and here she goes being sensitive, wishing someone would offer a lil reassurance. Having no idea whether she's really being sensitive, or there's some other reasons behind it that makes her feels so unsecure.

and as day goes by, it's taking her energy and her patience is running out, but she's still living in misery. She thinks 'this is not what it suppose to be!'

Do not lecture her to face the reality, cause she's tired of this fucked up life

Do not lecture her to escape from the reality, cause she's been running too much away from it

Do give her some reassurance, cause she really needs it

Monday, October 20, 2008

Another screwed up party!

so i screwed up another party last nite...LOL

went to Quattro last nite. It's a new club located at Avenue K. I was so drunk that i vomit in the club and ppl busy taking care of me while thr's one man trying to take advantage on me. Christine got into fight with this man who tried to 'take care' of me.

so Shaun called me n found that i was so drunk. He drove to Avenue K and picked me up. Of cz, at 1st my frens were worrying whether they can trust him anot, and start questioning him in order to make sure that he is not one of those perverts. But im very very sure dat i can trust him. 

a man carried me out from the club to the bus stop. I was really drunk and never been so drunk before, that i cant even stand straight, or even hv the strength to answer phone calls. Shaun carried me into his car, and placed me on the back seat. I was 100 over kgs to him when im drunk.Haha.My skirt was wet as ppl accidentally poured drinks on it, and the worse part is that Shaun was wondering why izit my skirt was wet. He asked Christine whether my skirt has been poured water on it and she told him NO. Worst thing, when i went dinner wit Shaun jz now, he asked me whether did i peed on my skirt. =.=" wtf is dat...

I was a big monkey in the car, climbing from the back seat to the front, disturbing Shaun while he's driving and shouting yelling and bitting ppl like a mad girl. I woke up at 9a.m. today morning and bath myself, as i cant stand to leave the smell of alcohol lingering on me.

I never plan to screw the party, all i was thinkin was that i jz wanna hv a break and chill after so much things happened in this short period. And this is wat it became in the end...I swear, i have never been so drunk before!LOL

So this is my 1st clubbing experience at Quattro.It's so damn screw right?

p/s: sorry Silva, i screwed the whole clubbing nite. Thx for the people who takes care of me, especially Christine. And also Shaun Lo, i kno i always bug u when u're about to slp. I think i dont need to say much here, as u ady kno how i feel right?LOL

Sunday, October 19, 2008

How can i sustain this??

and i tot everything will be alrite when im staying in PJ.
but
I was so damn wrong!

Few hours ago, i was still fine. The whole outing was able to drive my fears and problems on my mind away and i was as a lil bit cheer up.

But now, loneliness and emo-ness takes me on a ride.

So much had happened in this short period of time. How i wish someone can just come and take me away from all these. (and if i could be a lil bit selfish, there's someone who can) How i wish i can jz let everything go.

Been few nites, i slp with the bottle of alcohol besides me. That's only how i can slp... Every single nite i tried to close my eyes on all the things happened, i jz cant, cant stop thinkin bout it.
And now,I am a very confused girl. There are times when i found that things that i tot i wanted is actually not i want. Im getting even more confuse at this point of time. Lotsa different thoughts going round and round on my mind. I don't kno wat i want actually, and it hurts ppl around who cares for me. I jz hope that i can do the right thing.

I have to admit, im not strong, at all. I need someone to comfort me, and tells me not to be afraid.

And i hope i'll do the right thing. For the sake of everyone...

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Im back!

Finally im here! And here i go...Sitting in front of my lappie, wasting some time typing away on my keyboard.
Been not able to update my blog since I came back from my hometown, or so called my 'Kampung'---> SEGAMAT
2 hours ago...i woke up without the alarm rings
Wake up at 8 something is not what i'll do during the past semester. But now, things are different!
I have auto-set alarm in me. I do not need any alarms from my phone,do not need morning calls! At least i have a lil bit more self-discipline at this time, compare to the old me who slps at 4a.m. and wake up 2p.m. the next day.
It's been almost a month since the 1st day i start working. Ehhhhmmmm..should be doing my internship. Haha.
And i've move.
So im staying in one of the rooms, in one of the houses in one of the places in Selangor, named SS2, with 3 housemates and 2 hamsters in my room. =) 

Got to go now.
Parents coming to visit me, i need to get myself ready.
Ciao~~~ =)

Saturday, September 27, 2008

The night when everything turns upside down

I screwed up my exam, cz Im not well prepared for my papers.
I screwed up one relationship between me n a fren of mine, cz i jz cant control myself and voice everything out.

Everything is so damn wrong recently.

Despite it's ady 11 something at nite, and goin to be 12 soon, i stil have a big stack of biz law notes to study. And my biz law paper is at 8 tomorrow morning.
Im clueless rite now.

I prayed.
I did not prayed to get something which i dont deserve. I did not prayed to stop embarrass myself again. I did not prayed for an A for tomorrow's paper.

I prayed that He will be with me, goin thru all these hard times. Gv some faith in Him.

I jz hate myself being so emotional. I hate myself throwing a tantrum to ppl around me when im not in good mood. And this might bugs them, but in fact, im heartbroken too.
Im sorry for all the crap ass i said to u.
I jz wish that we can hang out and be frens like how we used to be.

i am someone who has uncontrollable bad temper
i am someone who always has mood swing
i am someone who is pms-ing rite now  
i am pessimistic
i am someone who has only a few close fren, that's why it's hard for me to find someone that i can turn to when i need to talk (That's why i blog)
i am someone who needs to remind myself to be tough and invincible, stop dwelling over the things i screwed up and focus on my biz law notes!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Baby,im sorry...

Im really frustated and sad rite now! I freakin overtuned my guitar and fuck it! I broke one of the strings!
WTF la!
I cant fix it now also, since it's ady quite late, i cant go all the way to KL to get new string! I guess im the most noob guitar player in this world to be dumb enough to overtune my guitar and break the string! I've injured my baby, and he's laying on my bed rite now, the worst thing is i cant do anything to help!
My heart is bleeding la!!!

Baby, im sorry for hurting you...

Monday, July 28, 2008

Safe the no-self-discipline-and-demotivated-gal!

I know im supposed to work with my Law, Biz ethics and Human Resource assignments which going to due by nxt week. I hv lotsa works to do, and lotsa revisions need to be done. This week gonna be a damn hectic one.

But look! What the heck, I'm sitting in front of the laptop typing away words irrelevant to my work! =.=" You wouldn't be surprise i know, cz tis sounds so much like me! Im a very last minute person, always last minute.

Since the commencement last week, i told myself, i have to study, tomorrow onwards!
And when tomorrow comes it becomes another tomorrow, the same thing i told myself again, I swear I will study tomorrow!

I guess i really have no self-discipline. Totally don't have at all lo! I wanted to study so badly, but i'm always too lazy, or feeling too tired. So i get myself laze around, and then i sleep off.
I've finish 1 assignment before wenlhi. So im ady damn proud and tell myself 'I did my assignment, so dont need to study today'.
But when it comes to the nite before exam, i'll then mourn over 'if only' and cry for the whole nite in front of my big stack of notes.

Apparently, im still feeling so demotivated by da assignment-i-done-before-wenlhi, and im still too lazy to work on my other assignments and test after i wrote all these shit the page.

Somebody shoot me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!

Monday, July 21, 2008

Secondary sch mates gathering

So, my bitch-Chanelle is back in m'sia! And she asked us to hang out together.
On this random tuesday, we went to MidValley.

Our conversation on phone....
*Calling my bitch, Chanelle =)* Tut tut...Tut tut...
Helena: Hey u kno we got stuck in da heavy rain, we decided not to come ady, so cancel our gathering today la!
Chanelle: Tiu lei ar...
Helena: It's real, it's raning damn heavily, n we gonna get wet la. Unless we go thr by taxi lo. But it's expensive le, so we decided to cancel our gathering.
Chanelle: How expensive it is??
Helena: RM25. Unless u pay for us. And treat us a good meal, den we may consider to stick back to our old plan. Hehehe
Chanelle: RM25 only ma!
Helena: Eh no. It's RM25 per person, so it should be RM50!
Chanelle: U guys treat me as a fren or wat 1?!?! *getting phek-chek* Always take advantage on me!
Helena: Chill la, sharing is caring! Tis is FREN! *GRIN* =D
Chanelle: Ok la ok la, come now. I pay RM25 for da taxi bill.

WenLhi and I *EVIL GRIN* =D =D =D =D =D
p/s: my bitch, tis is for u! =D =D =D =D

And so, we reached MidValley.
But my bitch was late.
Wenlhi has been complaining that she wanna buy a new pair of heels since last week. So we went to Vincci.
Both of us got ourself a pair of heels!
Dont underestimate us, we woman are spendthrift, we able to shop and spend money even in 10 minutes!
And then my bitch called, we went to Dragon-I. Before tis i dont kno Dragon-I was opened in Midvalley. And I was so surprise ro hear dat Dragon-I has an outlet in MidValley! Our tour guide from aus (i mean my bitch la) showed us whr it is! And it's located at somewhr so... 'croaching-tiger-hidden-dragon' , jz behind Coffee Bean!

Food!!!

'Lil dragon Pao'

 

And this is the BILL!!!!

See the total amount?

 Let me magnify for you!RM103.50!

So this is the victim, Che Shiau Wen, my bitch!

She's happy to pay the bill!Geezzzzzz!!!

We manage to take some photos before we dragged our ass out

Where's Wenlhi??

Was really full, until our stomach almost got burst. So we went to Coffee Bean.
Our random conversation..
Chanelle: Eh, go n get someone to take pics for us la. Janice u go.
Janice: Dont want la.
Chanelle: Then WenLhi u go.
WenLhi: Yerrr..I dont wan. U guys go la.
Chanelle: Canot la, both of us (my bitch and I) got bitchy and hiao-po look la, canot.
*Everybody refuse to go*
And here comes this very-adventurous-brave-with-bitchy-and-hiao-po-look-gal!
That's ME la!!!Wahahhahahaahahaha!
 
So i went to the guy sitting bside us, and asked him to snap a pic for us.
So spot the very-adventurous-brave-with-bitchy-and-hiao-po-look-gal!

Then we gals start to gossip, and we agreed that the guy who snap photo for us looks not bad wei!!!!LOL

After we leave Coffee Bean, we gals start looking for preys!!!
Our preys' basic requirement: Must be a man, not-bad-looking, dont need to be too good looking, and canot be too old. Single man! SINGLE MAN! This is da most important point!

So we start looking for preys in the mall to snap pics for us. And we got a few preys!
Here's one of the pics

Pics with my bitch!

Enjoy our gathering =)

p/s: Chanelle!!! Whr's our RM25 for da taxi bill?!?! Bank in to my acc le!!

Friday, July 18, 2008

Weekend

I have a few things to blog about. First start with my saturday.I slpt at 7a.m. and got woken up by my phone, received a msg from Jo's mom saying dat he has arrived in Uni Adelaide. Then i continue to slp again until evening when i woke up, i hv my you-kno-wat-it-is-session. And then i suddenly hv this feeling to get a guitar for myself. So i do some research for guitar online.
And then...I guess im mad, real mad!
I went to midvalley and get a guitar for myself!

At nite,i went to Euphoria by Ministry of Sound.
Euphoria is a OMG-DAMN-NICE-YOU-SURE-ENJOY-THE-BEST-NEW-CLUB-IN-TOWN.And my verdict for Europhia is...


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actually it's ok la.

Before going to Euphoria, what i heard from my frens are like 'it's da most amazing club for malaysia's clubbers!' Everyone was like telling me how nice it is, since Euphoria is by M.O.S, and i mz go thr. But after i went thr myself, i think it's ok only.
1st thing, i dont like the place.
I jz love the soud system there.

Surprisingly, i cant get drunk dat nite!LOL

So on sunday afernoon, i received a call from Jo. It's a so-damn-surprise-me thing! =)

p/s: Dun worry Johnathan, i'll tell Jo dat a gay is missing him so badly. =D

Monday, July 14, 2008

5 in the morning

Something is bugging me rite now, and i couldn't slp.

I jz wish to voice them out, but seems like I cant! I blog to express, but for some reasons, i need to keep them as secret!So wat's da point?! In the end i stil hv to bear everything without saying them out!
Who shud i talk to at tis time 5++a.m.?! I cant even voice my feelings out to the square screen in front of me!What the fuck la! Should I be that pathetic?!!!!

Solitary moment plz fuck off!
Things dat bugging me plz fuck outta my head!

I kno i've been complaining how emo i am since few days ago. Cant help la, lotsa things happened to me recently.
I wish that i could jz scream out loudly like nobody's biz at tis time!
I wish i could jz turn on my speaker to the max!
I wish i could jz grab someone from the road side to talk to!
I wish i could get drunk rite now!
I wish that i'll have balls for you to suck until they dry!

Get me a guitar NOW plz! Or a drum set will do!
Cz im EMO!
EMO
EMO
EMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, July 12, 2008

To kno me better, read tis =D

In order for you to kno me better =D

My top 10 most favourite food:

1. Ribs from Tony Roma's
   
2. Haagen Dazs ice-cream
3. Dragon-I 'xiao long bao'
4. Madam Kwan's Nasi Bonjori 
5. Marche sausage
6. Kim Gary cheese baked curry chicken
7. Sushi from Sakae
8. Shogun japanese buffet 
9. Jack Daniel steak from T.G.I.F
10. Bitter chocolate

10 things i love doing:

1. Online (only when i have high speed connection)
2. Shopping and spend money until i get bored (only when i have enuff cash, i hate window shopping)
3. Blogging
4. Cam-whore will do, since im vain
5. Music
6. Play guitar & drum
7. Be bitchy =D
8. Yum-cha and gossip
9. you-kno-wat-it-is-session
10. Eat (i dun mind to sacrifice for food!)

5 types of guys i adore:

1. Hot hunks (i hate skinny bone type)
   
2. Talented (prefer those who plays music instruments)
3. Humourous and the-not-boring-type
4. Able to make me happy, and pamper me
5. Sweet, caring and romantic

5 things i love doing when im emo:

1. you-kno-wat-it-is-session
   
2. Have a drink (not orange juice or apple juice of cz =.="it's the 'ADULT DRINK')
3. Eat non-stop
4. Sleep for the whole day
5. Cry and scream until my neighbour shouts at me

5 things i love doing when im happy:

1. Jumping up and down
   
2. Sing until it rains
3. Do all kind of crazy stuffs
4. Cam-whore
5. Eat non-stop

10 ways to win my heart:

1. Present me a bouquet of 999 roses
   
2. Give me a sweet surprise
3. I dont mind if u compose me a song =)
4. Pamper me like a princess
5. Play me lullaby when im slping
6. Chanel, LV, and Gucci will do =D
7. Give me loads of LOVE
8. Do all kind of romantic and sweet stuffs for me
9. Decorate my room for me
10. Im not greedy,present me ONE star from the sky might help

My top 10 most favourite junk food:

1. Chipster
   
2. Potato chips
3. Pringles
4. Twisties
5. Mamee will be fine too

5 things i wish it could happen:

1. My parents allow me to bring a boyfren home (not when im about to get married)
   
2. Have more than 100 sincere frens
3. Have lotsa money to spend until i really get bored
4. Bcome a pro 'DOTA-leg', pro drummer, pro guitarist, and forever-no.1-student!
5. Earn a million dollar per month!

10 ridiculos things i wish to do before i die:

1. Make me U.S president
   
2. Date with every single HOT hunks
3. Own AIG and i'll date will every single football players
4. Have my you-kno-wat-it-is-session and drink non-stop, dont care la since im gonna die soon what
5. Screw all my so-called-frens
6. Maybe i should try to rob a bank too
7. Should i try to rape a man?
8. Buy the whole INTI Uni College
9. Improvise Malaysia Law
10. Or I should request a postpone for my death from god

My top-10 recently most addicted songs:

1. David Cock-Always be my baby
   
2. Calabria-Destination
3. Coldplay-Viva la vida
4. Maroon 5-Nothing Last Forever
5. One Republic-Say all i need
6. Usher-Moving mountains
7. Jonas Brothers-When you look me in the eyes
8. Jordin Sparks-One step at a time
9. Jimmy Eat World-23
10. Chris Daughtry-What about now

So now, you should feel you are 1 step closer to me!

Friday, July 11, 2008