Have you ever wonder are you the person who you suppose to be?
Or you might realize that you're just someone who you want to be?
This is something which is highly questionable!
Speaking of this, we might find lotsa excuses for ourselves. Sometimes I question myself, why can't I just be myself, why can't I say yes to simplicity instead of trying to match with others' pace?
At some point of time, I don't know who I really am. All I know is I have to strive to be a tougher bitch in order to get the things I want, and also so that people will stereotype you as a perfect person.
I hide my weaknesses. Or at some point of time, I tried to cover it by ranting about what I'm proud of myself.
I am really a demanding person, seriously demanding. Though at some point of time I feel that I don't deserve such good things. And it's human nature to find ways to alleviate all the shits that hinder their paths. It ended sometimes that I got screwed up by the stupid ideas which I thought that they were splendid one.
Have you ever realize how tiring it is in faking yourself?
I realized it.
And I'm glad, at least I can still take off the mask and be the 100% me in front when confronting some people in my life. I realized how nice and comfortable it is to be myself again.
Or you might realize that you're just someone who you want to be?
This is something which is highly questionable!
Speaking of this, we might find lotsa excuses for ourselves. Sometimes I question myself, why can't I just be myself, why can't I say yes to simplicity instead of trying to match with others' pace?
At some point of time, I don't know who I really am. All I know is I have to strive to be a tougher bitch in order to get the things I want, and also so that people will stereotype you as a perfect person.
I hide my weaknesses. Or at some point of time, I tried to cover it by ranting about what I'm proud of myself.
I am really a demanding person, seriously demanding. Though at some point of time I feel that I don't deserve such good things. And it's human nature to find ways to alleviate all the shits that hinder their paths. It ended sometimes that I got screwed up by the stupid ideas which I thought that they were splendid one.
Have you ever realize how tiring it is in faking yourself?
I realized it.
And I'm glad, at least I can still take off the mask and be the 100% me in front when confronting some people in my life. I realized how nice and comfortable it is to be myself again.
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