and i tot everything will be alrite when im staying in PJ.
but
I was so damn wrong!
Few hours ago, i was still fine. The whole outing was able to drive my fears and problems on my mind away and i was as a lil bit cheer up.
But now, loneliness and emo-ness takes me on a ride.
So much had happened in this short period of time. How i wish someone can just come and take me away from all these. (and if i could be a lil bit selfish, there's someone who can) How i wish i can jz let everything go.
Been few nites, i slp with the bottle of alcohol besides me. That's only how i can slp... Every single nite i tried to close my eyes on all the things happened, i jz cant, cant stop thinkin bout it.
And now,I am a very confused girl. There are times when i found that things that i tot i wanted is actually not i want. Im getting even more confuse at this point of time. Lotsa different thoughts going round and round on my mind. I don't kno wat i want actually, and it hurts ppl around who cares for me. I jz hope that i can do the right thing.
I have to admit, im not strong, at all. I need someone to comfort me, and tells me not to be afraid.
And i hope i'll do the right thing. For the sake of everyone...
but
I was so damn wrong!
Few hours ago, i was still fine. The whole outing was able to drive my fears and problems on my mind away and i was as a lil bit cheer up.
But now, loneliness and emo-ness takes me on a ride.
So much had happened in this short period of time. How i wish someone can just come and take me away from all these. (and if i could be a lil bit selfish, there's someone who can) How i wish i can jz let everything go.
Been few nites, i slp with the bottle of alcohol besides me. That's only how i can slp... Every single nite i tried to close my eyes on all the things happened, i jz cant, cant stop thinkin bout it.
And now,I am a very confused girl. There are times when i found that things that i tot i wanted is actually not i want. Im getting even more confuse at this point of time. Lotsa different thoughts going round and round on my mind. I don't kno wat i want actually, and it hurts ppl around who cares for me. I jz hope that i can do the right thing.
I have to admit, im not strong, at all. I need someone to comfort me, and tells me not to be afraid.
And i hope i'll do the right thing. For the sake of everyone...
1 Comment:
believe in urself o~ as long as u believe u are right then u are right!! anything u can call me hehe!! increase ur alcohol level din ajak me is sooooo damn wrong... so dun do it next time again lor hahahaha
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