I screwed up my exam, cz Im not well prepared for my papers.
I screwed up one relationship between me n a fren of mine, cz i jz cant control myself and voice everything out.
Everything is so damn wrong recently.
Despite it's ady 11 something at nite, and goin to be 12 soon, i stil have a big stack of biz law notes to study. And my biz law paper is at 8 tomorrow morning.
Im clueless rite now.
I prayed.
I did not prayed to get something which i dont deserve. I did not prayed to stop embarrass myself again. I did not prayed for an A for tomorrow's paper.
I prayed that He will be with me, goin thru all these hard times. Gv some faith in Him.
I jz hate myself being so emotional. I hate myself throwing a tantrum to ppl around me when im not in good mood. And this might bugs them, but in fact, im heartbroken too.
Im sorry for all the crap ass i said to u.
I jz wish that we can hang out and be frens like how we used to be.
i am someone who has uncontrollable bad temper
i am someone who always has mood swing
i am someone who is pms-ing rite now
i am pessimistic
i am someone who has only a few close fren, that's why it's hard for me to find someone that i can turn to when i need to talk (That's why i blog)
i am someone who needs to remind myself to be tough and invincible, stop dwelling over the things i screwed up and focus on my biz law notes!
I screwed up one relationship between me n a fren of mine, cz i jz cant control myself and voice everything out.
Everything is so damn wrong recently.
Despite it's ady 11 something at nite, and goin to be 12 soon, i stil have a big stack of biz law notes to study. And my biz law paper is at 8 tomorrow morning.
Im clueless rite now.
I prayed.
I did not prayed to get something which i dont deserve. I did not prayed to stop embarrass myself again. I did not prayed for an A for tomorrow's paper.
I prayed that He will be with me, goin thru all these hard times. Gv some faith in Him.
I jz hate myself being so emotional. I hate myself throwing a tantrum to ppl around me when im not in good mood. And this might bugs them, but in fact, im heartbroken too.
Im sorry for all the crap ass i said to u.
I jz wish that we can hang out and be frens like how we used to be.
i am someone who has uncontrollable bad temper
i am someone who always has mood swing
i am someone who is pms-ing rite now
i am pessimistic
i am someone who has only a few close fren, that's why it's hard for me to find someone that i can turn to when i need to talk (That's why i blog)
i am someone who needs to remind myself to be tough and invincible, stop dwelling over the things i screwed up and focus on my biz law notes!
3 Comments:
too stress of study,
too mess with life,
too doubt on choosing,..
let's play ur "hubby"
guitar la..
wat else u think?
yerr..
dirty
I whr got think dirty stuffs =.="
U very free hor,ask u study u come n leave comment.Later i tell wenlhi n she scolds u only u kno =D
wan say till like that meh~ haha... how come tis timing u also can argue wif ppl d o? if u wan to argue, ajak me also ma~ since i headache then i can help to scold even worst d lo~ who go against me sure can die d hahaha.... cheer up la~ u gt one more subject le! i got another two!!!! this is wat i say as dai sei ar hahahha
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